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2005-05-27T00:57:00.000-07:00

LAST DAY OF SCHOOL! whee! WHEE!!!!!!! had two very fun talks by some man today! was laughing till mad! how i wish i have a bro like them..elder one.. :D audrey is so naughty! keep bullying me! argh!!!!!!!! once keep pulling out my shoe laces den second make me lie flat on the school hall. wah lao! so malu! ): ahah! meano audrey! so mischievious!i think wrong spelling.. im drinking campbells' mushroom soup AGAIN! the whole can. WOAH yanzhu! i cant wait for monday!!!!!! JASBRRYS OUTING! :DDDDD -cheers! we are going to wear gothic! -whooo... oh i have to reject shumin's date..just rejected her.. so sad.. hahha..poor shumin must be crying now.. dun be sad.. MUAHAHA!

2005-05-21T21:03:00.000-07:00

blahaha! my mom nagging bout me going on line.. oh whatever..

2005-05-20T05:57:00.000-07:00

wad a _____ day! i also dunnno wad kinda day is today.. i did my wonderful nice pottery 2 days ago ER...... no la its quite nice :D im happy! mr foo says its quite nice too! WEEPEE! hope i will get high high grades! our music composing got.. THE HIGHEST! wheee! 24/25! lalalalalal! den our teacher asked us to play on the piano! SO FUNNY! oh dear! even ulyssa and sushuen knows tht im called humsuP! OH DEAR! so humiliating! -digs a hole and bury face underground and stands like an ostrich! HAHAHA so lame!-hobbles around.. WHATEER YANZHU! must be tht jap gal chia told them wan! wah lao! gonna kill her on tues!

2005-05-18T01:28:00.000-07:00

omg! i drank the can of campbells mushroom soup.. ALL BY MYSELF! oh dear! ok im trying to make my own layout.. i hope it turns alrite! pray hard for me!

2005-05-16T02:56:00.001-07:00

yeah sally read my palm! she said that i will have a stable career den i will stop for a while and continue (: and i will get married!!!!!WHEE! but i will have not a very smooth love life ): so sad.. my love story is filled with ups and downs.. oh dear anw it will change every year i hope my life span increases.. i hope my career would stop at 50 plus that means my hbby will provide for me or my childrenHAHA and i hope will love life will be more smoother.. i will start doing good deeds from today.. YES!

2005-05-16T02:56:00.000-07:00

dear me..miss jeya..iS BACK..!!! argh!!!!! AND AUDREY AND RACHEL now sits so far away from the acids! NO FAIR! rachel..audrey!!!!!!!!!!

2005-05-16T02:43:00.000-07:00

BWAH! went to eat pasta mania with chia, regina and sallly! WHEEE!! went to take neos... we started takin gneos at 1515.. finished taking at 1600???!!!! TOOK SO LONG..cause of me lor.. so irritating.. took the first time all very nice! den later we didnt know how to choose.. i thought the crossed out wans were the ones we wanted.. so i crossed all! SO STUPID den only left like 009 second then i realised i did wrongly.. den only managed to save 4 pictures out of 8? SO ANGRY.. i feel so guilty! SORRY EVERYONE!!!! den i suggested taking another one since we got enough money! BWAHAHAH! we took the sofa one but we didnt sit! HAHAHA we just squat around.. so dumb! but it was qutie nice.. but only allowed to take 4 out the all we took NO FAIR! i look very cute in the puff cheeks wan but they dun wan ))))))))))))):!! PFFT! hahaha spent like 20 bucks?! MUAHAHA! nvm..worth spoending thou I LOVE U GUYS! planned to go escape and wild wild wet on 2 june even thou if there is cca.. rachel told us to pon! :? HAHA den later aud suggest sleep over her house! WHEE so interesting and fun.. so excited but we all forgot if we are allowed to go.. act all of them can go except for me and saly.. need to ask parents.. and the sleep over is certainly a NO NO NO! argH!!!!!! i gonna miss the fuun! and wild iwld wet.. water.. my parents will be afraid i get drowned!!!! ARGH! NVM I GONNA PESTER THEM TILL THEY ALLOW ME TO GO! im determined!

2005-05-14T00:33:00.000-07:00

i realised i like giordano's clothes alot... but if its a little cheaper i will like it even more!

2005-05-12T21:10:00.000-07:00

boO! yeah! the acids made a blog already! WOHOO! acids.. 1) yixin! 2) sally! 3) maple! 4) rachel chia! 5) yanzhu (me)! 6) audrey shih! 7) regina! im potassium hyddroxide.. rachel is phosporus.. regina is sulphuric acid audrey is hydrochloric acid.. the rest must hurry think! OMG! ACIDS ARE SO COOL except for SALLY! the coolest of all is me! duh!~ Hahaha! im so dao cause i didnt say hi to ppl i see.. like tht dao meh?

2005-05-10T01:28:00.000-07:00

oh dear me! im so busy this few days! :/ got so many things to complete 1) music assignment 2)art project 3)home econs test 4)maths test 5)chemistry quiz 6)health checkup 7)history test 8)geog test chap 29-44?! argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i will die! my head is cracking! argh! im falling hard from a ferris wheel!

2005-05-09T03:38:00.000-07:00

what a slack day today! oh and a fun one thou! we chose our next term's monitor and next year's prefect! WHEE! rachel chia hui xuan is our new monitor! SHOCKING EH! chloe, maple, yixin and kaixin toos! congrats :D oh our class's junior prefect siow yu, cecelia, sinyee, wendy haha and regina and jermination! WHOO wad a fun day! got back hcl paper! was quite happy at first! i got 41! YEAH! but chen lao shi marked me 2 marks higher..so i am a good role model and honest person (: so i went to tell her ): i should have listened to my devil and not be an angel! if not i wil get 82! wah! NOW I ONLY GOT 78!

2005-05-08T06:51:00.000-07:00

humsup 4s.. yanzhu(me) + rachel + regina +audrey = HUMSUP 4S! humsup chili padi = audrey shih weiying (: humsup xiao yuan = regina sim xiao yuan (: humsup jap gal = rachel chia hui xuan (: humsup siao za bo(szb) = see yanzhu (: yeah!

2005-05-08T06:18:00.000-07:00

i hate being a cip leader.. its so stressful.. i wanna go zhuang qiang! its so waste of time.. i have to plan this plan that for the class cip! ARGH!!!! bye i wanna go jump into the sea now!

2005-05-06T06:35:00.000-07:00

since that big bully rachel chia hui xuan requested that i blog bout aquous ammonia..i think i shall be nice and giive in to her.. IT REALLY STINKS! tht chia sniffed it and started jumping..think it gave her too much energy that she start rubbing her nose so hard tht it almost dropped..and started coughing.. its really a good medicine to perk her up :DDDD dens she force me to smell too :? yucks! oh yar she and crazy chili padi audrey gave me a super long and ugly name.. humsup siao za bo miss see the world yanzhu? aiyar dunno its too long to memorise.. shall tok bout today's incodent instead..hmmmm! me and sally invented a whole new song! about dotty the magic fish! its from the tune of rodolf the red nose rein deer..' here i go.. dottty the magic fishy, has a really big black eye! one day, yanzhu the murderer.. dropped him on the floor 2 times.. audrey the lousy surgeon..patched him up with UHU glue.. and finally dotty llives on.. now and forever more! sally the master..dotty the fish.. love each other so deep.. rachel found the cause of its death and maple witness it..HEYYY! repeat top part,.. HAHAHA so nice rite> so creative.. today was a real scary day.. rachel and stomach before the 2.4 km run.. den after the run she breathe so scarily.. den we thot she was ok so i escorted her to her class den went with diana to buy her choco walfer.. den wheen we came back she was crying so..scarily?(i dunno how to describe too) !never seen her so weak before and never seen her cry till that way.. lucily got sjab ppl there to help.. PHEW.. she was limping around.. poor thing..! ))): she ran so fast lar still say its slow! 14.19! argh! after school had long chat with ginger (: and jingwen (:!

2005-05-04T02:39:00.000-07:00

i need someone to talk.. i wanna sit with this someone at starbucks coffee house.. buy a cup of drink.. sit down and chat HEAR ME EXPRESS MY DISPLEASURE WITH LIFE! i wanna remove my memory.. so i will be a totally changed person..start life again.. i wanna be a new yanzhu!

2005-05-04T02:23:00.000-07:00

new south wales is quite a not worth it thing? shall not use stupid...its NOT A WORTH IT thing.. ok..like we pay money just to get a participation?! hahah i didnt bother to read my last few questions..just mini myni more.. den pick any answers. WAS SO BORED! when toilet with peixuan.. den when we were walking back we saw ppl walkng out..we were still like saying out their names one by one? den until we reaching the class door den we realised we need go sci lab den start running to get stuff.. HAHAH so lame.. argh! i dun like to be bullied! -stares at rachel and audrey! no fair..i dun wanna to be born to get bullied by those two insecticides and pesticides! ): keep calling me humsup siao za bo! i where got humsup lor! i where got siao za bo lo! so depressed! :? the chilli padi audrey and japanese rachel are so she lang! they both got she lang look..i wonder who is humsup la..the audrey started pulling my blouse collar! argh!!!!!!!! den made me scream scream scream in the science lab! :0! den they still made me their maid..i hafta go collect apparatus for them.. !!!!!!!!!!!!unjust unjust!!!! i wanna complain arh! hahahahah..

2005-05-02T02:53:00.000-07:00

i don't like to be bullied! -SCREAMS! its terrible to be bullied.. ure at loss at what to do AND what to say! u must be very careful with whatever u say.. i "love" audrey and rachel chia and regina so much.. they always bully me! -SCREAMS AT THEM..! i juts got bullied at rachel's house the crime scene.. so mean! rachel and audrey and regina said they were on a mission to fatten me up then they force me to finish the whole chicken rice up plus 8 otahs! CRAZY! rachel threatened me using chicken rice! so mean! the thought of chicken rice with otahs makes me wanna puke! -oooooooooo! den rachel always ask aud and regi to tie me down! ARGH!!!!!!!!!! I WAN JUSTICE TO BE DONE!

2005-04-29T19:45:00.000-07:00

CRAZY ME!! boO!

2005-04-28T19:40:00.000-07:00

crazy...there is a big sale for this samsung new phone the wan maple has.. it only cost $48 without contract.. den my father ask me go queue up for tht.. I WAN! but no time.. i ask him to queue for me.. crazy! yay! gonna loads of picts with my section later and tht jiaying TAN..maybe rachel chia.. MAYBE! hahaahaha.. muahahahaha!

2005-04-28T07:31:00.000-07:00

run 2.4km.. this year's run was my wrost ever run! i hate 2.4km! it bring me so much pain.. both physically and mentally... why must they torture us like tht! i wonder how those who run like 13 plus timing run wan..they started off so fast lar.. i wanted to follow jiaying's speed cos she is faster den me(stamina) started running like 100m..the stitch devil stood beside me.. how nice... tried to ren ren ren..after running first lap cant ta han..ask jiaying to go ahead first cos i need to pace myself slower.. stitch so pain den later my left side also started to hurt.. so terrible so much happened only in my 2-3 lap?! so unlucky.. slowed down so so much! oh my god..cant tahan..walked a few metres and started sprinting to end.. so terrible.. cant breathe properly.. i was so scared.. went toilet sit on the toilet bowl.. and try to cool myself down.. i was the last 5 in class... tht was my worst run ever.. so sad and depressing when u heard others ran so fast.. went to a corner beside pe room and day dream... started to weep.. act i stopped very fast one lor.. den i was just day dreaming bout how badly i done.. den i look so sad..den TAN jiaying came to me..ask to wad happened..just she stimulated my tear glands.. argh! but thanks for ur concern dear dear! (: so sad.. pan also came..so nice of them.. den rachel and audrey! argh!so sad and malu.. anw ! THANKS PPL! -HUGGS FROM YZ TO U! rachel very funny.. use the shakespeares book and start fanning me! haha wanted to laugh but siao bu chu lai.. ): den so scary i still cant breathe properly even so long after the run.. went toilet again! squad on the floor and took DEEP DEEP BREATHE so sad... urgh! i shrank one cm! 162 to 161! argh! -grabs hair! DEN I LOST 1 KG! u know how precious is tht 1 kg to me?!!!!! argh! im now 36 kg! how heavy! (-yeah rite!)

2005-04-28T07:14:00.000-07:00

yay! tmrw sports day... er.. o second thought, no yay..for band ppl.. BOOHOOHOO! -cries!!!!!! we are gonna wear the full band uniform.. which is so damn hot! think i gonna be soaked with sticky sweat inside my blazer.. yucks! i feel like bathing now.. ..brasses need to play fanfare TWICE.. i cant play the repeated one! how!how!how! my liips no strenght to reach high notes.. argh! -SCREAMS!

2005-04-27T01:47:00.000-07:00

omg! i think im in love.... WITH ROSS ROY! dun think crooked! hahahah :D

2005-04-27T01:19:00.000-07:00

blah!!!!!!!!!! leg cramps!!!!!

2005-04-15T07:33:00.000-07:00

"15 April, 5th day of SYF, Singapore Youth Festival central judging.." "Band no. 148, CHIJ St Nicholas Girls school...-GOLD!" YAY so happy... today's my happiest day in my life! :DDDD cheers! im still in a state of shock that we actually got GOLD! 13 years...1 decade and six years..of sliver.. 1999-sliver 2001-sliver 2003- sliver finally.... 2005-GOLD! this is so...UNBELIEVABLE!!!!! AFTER 13 YEARS of hard work and hardship..suffering of our seniors.. trying very hard to get a gold for our school... finally, the 2005 batch had managed to help fufill the seniors, schools's and everyone's dream! this happiness is.. really hard to describe.. IM OVER THE MOON! my first ever SYF..FIRST..is so memorable.. i will never forget the picture when we heard we got gold.. everyone just jumped up of joy! and start hugging ppl.. the anticipation... me and van was scary.. i held onto the arm rest so tightly.. van was on her verge of tears.. liln and jael were laughing with anticipation.. phy and shu were very tense up... gloria and huiwei started crying even before the annoucement was made. i cried so hard.. van too.. it was tears of joy! HAHAA! its so wonderful.. the happiness u felt.. a great sense of satisfication.. after 8 months of hard work.. we got a gold.. our efforts did not roll down the drain! (: today's performance was the greatest! hehe i heard ppl saying that horns was good when we were walking down the stage and walking out.. i was.. er.. undescribable.. HAPPY! like a great burden of my shoulder... AH! our band rocks! rachel say i never go an wei her.. aiyar she sit so far from me.. i sit at the back lor! stoopid rachel! i think jingwen have received her most wonderful present in her life.. a gold award for a birthday.. took lame pictures in toilet with section.... hahahahaha... !!!!!!!woah si many seniors came back today.. so unexpected... wow!!!! im just so happy!

2005-04-10T00:15:00.000-07:00

eew... im so scardey cat.. went shopping with jiaying to buy rc present.. thot of buying her the scary scry wallet from j8.. emily the strange i think.. den the moment i went there.. not more den 5 mins.. i got freaked out.. den pull jiaying away... i dun even dare to touch it...or look at it for more den 5 mins.. :?/// so scary!! why like tht one.. i wonder why rc like those kinda things... she is such a sadist! like wad jingwen said! haha... oh den the phantom of the opera the song...there is this scary part.. DEN DEN DEN DEN DEN...DEN DEN DEN DEN DEN... SO SCARY.. then that part i hurry when to mute it... argH!!!!!!!!! im such a scardy cat!

2005-04-10T00:06:00.000-07:00

hahaha had so much fun on friday... i always get bullied by ppl one lor! -stares at AUDREY,RACHEL,REGINA AND MAPLE! so mean! ESP. THAT audrey n rachel! - GRRRRRRRR audrey tie me to the music chair with my belt!!!! den rc regi and maple was laughing! hmph.... oh yar den i noticeed maple's head looked like she was GIAP! out from her mother's womb one!!!! HAHAHAHA SO FUNNY ! me and regiw was laughing like siao! den started talking bout all teh methods of giving birth.. haha den audrey said something wrong.. instead of come out of the vagina she said anus! den me and regi started laughing so crazily again.. the baby like sai!!!! COME OUT FROM THE ANUS! ok i sound so pervert... sally was vacuumed out!!! hahahah (: den me regi and maple started gossiping bout SOMEONE! rachel dunno who is it! haha we must keep from rachel! -shhhh.....

2005-04-06T03:21:00.000-07:00

BOOBOO! im yarnzoo! STOOPID! shan shan never come again! ): always leave me alone! den i hafta work with someone for maths today! -gumbles gumbles!!!! sucha boring day today!!!! -yawns.. maths was boring.. science was worse.. wad drawing on fool scape.. honestly for the past few chem lessons i wasnt listening for once.. :P wad either brain sleeping or drawing..or reading..yea.. only rachel that smart ass listened...! had hcl.. small fry was preaching away.. yawned dunno how many millions times.. :O i hate everywednesday! its such a boring and meaningless day.. hafta do jian bao! :? yucks! art was fun!!! (: during lit i was drawing stuff again... everyon busy copying notes i was day dreaming and admiring the air... haiz.. i gonna flunk badly this term... im prepared! me and jiaying was so malu-ating.. after lunch we went down for self prac.. den on the way i was laughing so crazily... den jiaying was trying out her new way of laughing.. den saw ms choo den we ran the other side just to avoid her lar! hahaha!!! :D

2005-04-01T02:29:00.000-08:00

va va ethnic minority! we all love to dance and sing! earrings for boys and bracelets for girls! we have lots of festivals! va va ethnic minority! we are one big family! HAHA! this stupid! me,chia,regi and audlieo created this song last minute just before our english presentation! so weird! sound so... KIDDY! that stupid mrs tian arh.. dunno how she can be qualified as a teacher... can scold students :"u all stupid or what?!" wad the ehll.. i will sue her man..if i have the power to do so or maybe guts! :p feel like slapping her... -roll eyes at her! had debate lessons.. the nice roly poly ang moh so funny he call me :"yan..zoo!" i was laughing like..DUNNO WAD! anw its expected! -laughs! everyone is bullying me! esp that rachel! -stares at her! hmph! anw how go tell ppl things that are not true bout me! so unfair! im too nice to retaliate! (: everyone is bullying me! today audrey went to scare me with the fake spider..den put so near me. den i screamed like chicken! hugged diana so tightly dad she screamed too! (; so hilarious! WAH! my brother so scary! he stood beside me suddenly den i screamed! not scream la i shrieked!!

2005-03-23T01:09:00.000-08:00

u know wad? shan shan is the most MOST MOST naughty and meany table matee! -stares at her! she bullies me and me poor spongebob! throw it around in class! HMPH! and use sponge bob's legs to be the contact lense box holder.. so mean rite? den she aso copy me and jiaying's maths! hahaha even maple thinks ure a BIG copy cat! maple = papel! hahaha shan shan always BEAT ME! -ouch! stupid shan shan! stupid mountain mountain! hhahahaha.... RACHEL CHIAA HUI XUAN! ure such a big CLEVER smart ass!!!! I GONNA DIG OUT UR BRIANS! and eat it so i will become smarteer!

2005-03-23T01:07:00.000-08:00

just what's the BIG BIG BIG BIG prob with them? go away..

2005-03-14T02:38:00.000-08:00

i realised going online is the best way to release my anger, sadness, disappointment, my displeasure ,my... ARGH! everythin that is negative... blogging or something like that maybe playing online really helps me forget everything... as in..i dunno how to put it.. whenever im in a bad mood. i dun complain or tell anyone... i just come online.. i stare at the com the com stare at me.. i just keep quiet throughout the day.. just dun feel like speaking... i think im very anti social.. i keep mum about everything that befalls on me whether is it bad or good, happy or sad, angry or disappointed.. i just keep everythin inside my mind, soul and heart.. let it slowly turn into a dull pang in my heart... etched there forever... maybe i'll just explode one day.. im sick and tired by keeping my feelings in me..my body has limitations.. i really...REALY feel like erupting..there's magma in me coming out.. woah..the music im listening to now really suits the mood im in now.. at least my cd knows how i feel.. THANKS CD.. (: i really nedd a big bucket to pour everything out... i can no longer stand it anymore... not even my parents know how i feel.. when i dun talk they think im rude... i need some quiet moments to think and reflect.. i hate it when they come probbing me with loads and loads of questions parents: " how's school today?" me: "hai hao" parents: got anything must tell me k? me: nothing to tell im fine.. (forced smile) den start preaching bout life again... wad this? do they ever understand wad teenagers at this generation think? they still put us at their generation where they are oblivious to everythin only to play, food and studies? im in need of a sister.. whom i can confide to and share my feelings... god please help me..

2005-03-12T19:49:00.000-08:00

i had never felt that despo before in my life.. no.. it should be US! ARGh! our section went out before the hci concert and we all tthought that it start at 7.30 lar! dumbo us! den we were like still strolling out of cine and in the newton station 0_0! den i kept bringing my section to and fro in and out of the newton staiton! how stupid and no direction sense can i be!!!! :( den we were like so scared that we will misss the songs! waited for 171 for like quite long 15 mins? cant wait any longer fro the bus so decided to take taxi.. ran a long way away from the taxi stand so maybe will get a taxi quicker! but all the taxi s are either all HIRED or dun bother to stop to let us in! WHAT THE HELL! we were like running in and out of the sheron towers hotel to try to get a taxi but all dun let us in! so idioitic... WE WERE SO DESPO! all of us were cursing and scolding the bus and taxi! "taxi-s are dumb and stupid.. buses are DUMBER AND STUPID-ER!" hahahaha...den like at 7.20 we then got a taxi. just as me and jael and gloria got up the taxi. BUS 171 CAME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! waste my $5!!!!!! so dumb and stupid! den van and huiwei and phy board the bus WITHOUT paying bus fare k!no fair! did u guys see lilin and her sis?! they aare like... WOAH?! like photocopied out one lor!!!! i was staring at them like..OH MY GOD! especially their nose! -shake heads! den their voice are like the same?! identical ! like u hear their conversation, u dunno who is talking.. its like either of them talking to themself! so amazing! never have i met such a pair of sister! I WANT A SISTER TOO! SALE FOR MY BRO! anyone wants?!! hurry buy hurry buy! (bet no one wants)

2005-03-11T00:41:00.000-08:00

ooh its hols now!- CHEERS! got new DELL com! so proud! im so easily contented! (: im good!!! im good!!! spongebob says " im cool?! i can be a life guard!" i gonna miss a week of two justians! im gonna miss eating recess and comparing marks with rachel! im gonna miss rachel's intelligence! im gonna miss rachel calling me ****** and **********! im gonna miss hitting jasmine's butt! im gonna miss sticking my fat but thin tongue at jasmine and eug! im gonna miss calling jiaying here and there in class! im gonna miss asking jiaying and diana questions! im gonna miss shanshan hitting me and bullying me! and also COPY MY ANSWERS! HAHA im gonna miss laughing at shan shan with maple! im gonna miss chloe and siow yu's "nicee" singing! im gonna miss regina's lame actions and laughing at her! im gonna miss audrey squeezing and pressing against my already very flat stomach! im gonna miss aydrey calling me ********** and her naughty-ness! im gonna miss calling xun CRABBY FIONA! im gonna miss xun calling me DONKEY! E-OR E-OR im gonna miss calling meiying KOKIE! im gonna miss kokie calling me donkey! im gonna miss the AH GAOS FAMILY! im gonna miss gossiping! OOPS! haha lamo me! went to buy a satr with jiaying jus now! identical one! jus tht color differs! yeah! gonna put on my phone tmrw! im so happy with my PPR marks! first timw in st nicks i ever got so high! yeah! i feel like in boasting :p

2005-02-27T02:01:00.000-08:00

ARGH! so long never blog! all because of the damn computer! broke down.. it has almost been 3 weeks since i touched the computer! using my cousin's com now...its so sleek and cute and convenient and small and so HIGH TECH! i also wan! oh wells nvm..i getting a new com too! but in ...2 WEEKS TIME! so long!!!!!!!! stupid rachel chia! CALL UR MAMA ******! so gross! ppl think im prevertic when U are the one! hmph! rachel's the naughtiest OVARY i have ever seen! she claim she's the cupid - fairy of love! -SMACKS FOREHEAD! hahaha no la..act she's the heart breaker... go round breaking ppl's heart with a hammer.. like a cupid! HAHAHAHA yes! i getting so many new stuff.. a new com, a new digi cam, a new camera, a new sim card.. maybe not sim card... HAHAH so happy.. but im afraid my parents will land in a financial crisis.. haz... i am desperately in need of a com... no choice have to buy... my old camera is analog kind and its not functioning very properly... need to buy a digi cam phonne, dunno y my pa wan to buy..NOPE he's not rich.. THE SEE FAMILY IS RUNNING OUT OF MONEY!

2005-02-10T05:13:00.000-08:00

so long to no blgging.. so itchin for it... new year has been so SO boring.. DUH!~ i think this is the boring new year in my 14 years of life.. -yawns! hongbao money so little.. only got $200 plus.. last year got around $400 lorhx! lalalalalala got very nicee valentine's prezzies :D

2005-01-29T22:11:00.000-08:00

my hands felt itchy for BLOGGING! jael taught us a new way of laughing.. 1) SPONGEBOB laughter : BAHAHAHAHAHAHA 2)SHEEP laughter: mehhhhehe! 3) CROW laughter: ARK! so funny! my section is.. SO CUTE! i love my little section! so fun! so interesting! so laughy! cannot imagine.. all my nice and but mean!seniors all leaving one by one... lilin,jiang,rachel LEFT... :( next..will be jael and gloria LEAVING :( finnally.. pee,shumin and vanny ALL LEAVING! all my generations of seniors ALL LEAVING! leaving me and huiwei ALONE! boohohhoho! cant imagine all the seniors leaving one by one.. the section will become so dead! !!! so unlively... the seniors have made the sectionals so fun!@ :), :(, :D.. me and huiwei must try to act funny to improve our sectionals next time. -nods nods!

2005-01-17T02:08:00.000-08:00

todae's so boring.... spent first 3 period with chen lao shi :( spent another 3 periods with CHEN LAO SHI :(( spent ANOTHER 1 period with CHEN LAO SHI...again :((( duh!~ dun like her... she weirdo lor.. cannot let us go toilet! :( when we ask her for permission she'ill just make a BIG fuss out of this smalll tiny winky problem! OH BOTHER! im in 2 justice... haiz...OH! but the ppl there are quite nicee :D erm...except for..OK! erm...THEY ARE NICEE PPL! can u believe it ! my jaw also dropped to the ground - PIONG! jenny said that the first impression i gave her was that " i look clever?!" OMG! -FAINTS! i am NOT clever my dear nicee funny jenny! but..i feel so honoured -big toothy smile!! she thinks so highly so mee (: actually, quite a number of relatives and friends say i look clever..-nods nods! even my ma says so...but she keep saying i LAZY... :( nah..!~ but its true laa! i AM lazy... -snores! i always last minute carry the buddha's leg...i cant study a few days before hand one..everything would be totally cleansed from my brain after i wake up from my night's sleep... POOR ME! -shake heads! why does the teachers like torturing us with all those thinking questions, reflections(i hate that the most), termly project for EACH subject :(, portfolio, class participation thingy??!!!!!! -pull face down!! i gonna score badly in class participation man! OH DEAR OH DEAR! someone HELP ME!!!! haiz...need to prepare the history to pass up... i think i doing MAO ZE DONG! copy rachel! she will be damn mad at me! im doing something bout HER IDOL!!!!!! she loves mao zedong man! she says he's cute! -DIAO! rachel is such a pervert weirdo! she even says :"oh my god! QIN SHIHUANG is so CHIO! " Rachel rachel!!!!!!!! u are hopeless! rachel's my HOME ECONOMICS PARTNER!!!!! yohoo! she is my partner for everything...poor me rite?! sitting and doing everything with that weirdo!@ hahaha! think about the chickens u eat... thats a thinking question jus 4 u!

2005-01-15T23:00:00.001-08:00

going to play badminton with my cousin later :D very long never touch my racket already.. my skills sure tui bu a lot! BWAH! :) went patson yeaterday.. blah blah.. students late nvm la but even the teacher is late..aiyo! -shake head! hahah yesterday was my second lesson there.. onli got 4 students in my class including me...so pathetic! no fun!@ think british council funner, thou i dun really like it there tooz.. at least the ppl there interact and the classs is bigger and more proportionate! the patson one onli got 1 pathetic boy and 3 other gals! i pity that boy man.. i miss my british council friends! they are so much nicer and "friendlier" haiz... shouldnt have changed to patson... stupid yanzhu! -slap myself poor me... :(.. oooh! i realised that my teacher was an ex-teacher in st neeks! haha i wan too buy SO SO SO SO many things! let me list down... 1) a digital camera with 5.2 megapixels and LCD screen 2) a new com (LCD) white color - XP version 3) many new clothes and pants! 4) a horn 5) taufik's new album 6) a cd (forgot the singer's name) 7) a new bed 8) a new cupboard 9) change my radio (my old one spoil already) 10) a esplanade library member ship card (cost $21) can u imagine?! 11) a new set of furniture 12) a new handphone 13) MOVE HOUSE! i think i want to ouch already and i think it cost more den $1000,000 haiz...im so materialistic! -shake head! but... ben3 xin4 nan2 yi2 ma! note to my friends: thanks for bearing me for a year! hahaha

2005-01-15T23:00:00.000-08:00

2005-01-02T23:33:00.000-08:00

DUMB!DUMB!DUMB!DUMB!DUMB!DUMB! STUPID!STUPID!STUPID!STUPID!STUPID! MORON!MORON!MORON!MORON!MORON!MORON! IDIOT!IDIOT!IDIOT!IDIOT!IDIOT!IDIOT!IDIOT! one day if i really cant control and explode into a lunatic,THATS TOO BAD FOR U MY DEARY! i will SLAP u RITE IN YOUR FACE! i will SCREAM n RANT in your face! u very well DESERVE IT!

2004-12-30T05:12:00.000-08:00

i am feeling up and down jus within the band prac time.. can u imagine? my mood will change so drasticallly jus within band prac time?! I HATE DESPISE AND DETSET U!!! oh bother im in 2 justice -sighs!

2004-12-30T04:51:00.000-08:00

i've jus been stabbed right in my heart and no one bothered to even ask if i am fine.. no one,simply no one even called the ambulance or send me to the hospital... SOMEONE stabbed herself deliberately NOT right in her heart, but everyone jus rushed to her..thinking that she got injured very seriously.. what about me? i am jus been abandoned there, leaving me to bleed. bleed.BLEED! will i just die of blood loss? will i be always abandoned? will anyone care for me? or they won't even bother if im dead or alive? me, siiting by the wall, clutching my chest, moaning in great pain... the pain was unbearable..at times i really felt like giving up..jus breathe my last breathe.. and let go.. struggling...STRUGGLING real hard to stay alive... i looked around my vincinity..no one not even a soul was around to see me die.. finally i gave up...i breathed my last breathe and let go.. i stayed there not moving, shutted my eyes real REAL tightly.. nothing! nothing happeened! i opened my eyes.there i was..still leaning by the wall,clutching my chest... i teared..why?! why is it like that? why cant i jus go and never will i see this unfair ,uncaring,cold hearted world of mine? am i destined to see ppl jus care for that faker who stabbed herself out of purpose jus to win ppl's care and concern.. and.. me,who was reeally stabbedd right in my heart got no one's simply no one's concerrn.. why am i crying? why should i get upset over such idiotic morons cold hearted ppl? i stood up...and make my way to the hospital.. after all, i still managed to survived..WITHOUT THEIR CARE N CONCERN!

2004-12-22T21:53:00.000-08:00

hOhOHo! MerRY chrIStmAs tO aLl!! 2 more days to christmas! mee is so excited! can go my cousin's house to play..den.. I CAN PLAY HER FLUTE! yeah!!!
jingle bells! jingle bells! jingle all de way! jigle bell jingle bell jingle bell rock! i wish u a meerry christmas! i wish u a merry christmas!
im thinking of the presents im gona receive! -closes eyes real tight..AND JUMP! OK... i think im putting on weight...hmmm.. FINALLY!! phew! i've been trying to eat s fast as i can like wad piggy told mee to do... was feeling quite gross after that... -BURPPP! i have finally gone up to 39-40kg! yeah...! from 35, 36 to 39 40! quite pro eh! hahah shall continue till i reach 45! den i think im normal.... den I CAN WEAR NICER CLOTHES!!!! will lokk nicer in clothes! hahahahh!

2004-12-17T23:43:00.000-08:00

hahahah! was laughing so much jus now! find my bro real lame! when his pencil lead break, he start screaming and shouting at the pencil so lame! hahaha den he start banging and knocking the table! find it real wastage of his strength! fancy getting frustrated over a small innocent pencil! muahahaahha OH ! btw! its my birthday todae! happy birthdae to myself! was kinda shocked when i know so many ppl know its my birthdae to dae! like andrea,abby and ele! hahah thanx laods man! so happy! shumin and the rest hu went for bad prac to dae sang song for mee! so nice! was so...touched. -shake heads haha kay gtg now bye bye]

2004-12-13T02:14:00.000-08:00

HO HO HO ! merry christmas! i wish u a merry christmas! i wish u a merry christmas! i wish u a merry christmas and...A HAPPY NEW YEAR! yeah! =_= wadeva..to MYSELF! hey do u realise im a little..jus a little carzy to dae> im orud of being crazy thou :D being crazy is fun man! jus bathed! for 40 MINUTES! was trying to relive stress under the shower! was jumping aaround spraying water everywhere!!! so that resulted in my long bathe! spent around ten mins cleaning up the place! SO STRESSES! those teachers are sicko man! hols lei! is for us to relax one lor! den make us read this read that!!! do some dumb project on wad "book in the containeer" LAME! had to read like...WAIT! let me coount! erm..FOUR BOOKS ! ok la..to other ppl its ok! but to me..this kinda ppl hu seldom touch a book?! die lor! this holiday thou a long one but a bad one... phew! i finished my maths and water tiger turn ( eng translation of shui hu chuan) oh and my english! but onli one third of it! -bang bang bang! duh!~ nvm! ........ ARGH!!!1 shit laa !cant cool down !!!! i feeel like....SCREAMING!!!!!! -SCREAM SCREAM SCREAM!!!!!!1 AAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!! onli two more weeks left! how am i going to complete everything??! i dun even understand wad the [bie kuo cuo di yi ke kou ke] toking about! how to write my reflections om it!!!!! -pull face!pull hair! nvm! let me cool down first...

2004-12-04T05:24:00.000-08:00

hahahaha! todae's a laughy dae man! it started off quite.bad thou. cos of u know hu..she totally sux! later on was kinda farnee thou.. gloria was toking bout japanese anima for like dunno how long...tok tok tok (: den che dao those jap cartoons arh..wad akazukin cha cha! she was so childish yet she dun admit laa... tsk tsk -wags finger! tok tok tok..i think our sect was spending bout half the time toking and laughing! but i wasnt listening to them.. cos...i think j1 should know the ans! den i notice that she looked kinda left out...like moi.. everyone was bending forward and she was like look kinda sad and left out of it.. my heart went out to her.. so sad.. ): nvm. den had sectionals as in the REAL sectionals! so faarnee man! jael's such a weird woman and a farnee one! was tellinh us bout she seeing sly at heeren.. she's total crazy bout him! hahah she was like saying"oh thtas sly!" she was eating wanton mee tht time den she ran after him holding the ice lemon tee in her hands den i think she was waving at him at the escalator and she said he very shy! OMG! didnt know he would be shy seeing a gal! hahah who is JAEL~ heehe wonder if he got blush not... oops! laugh laugh laugh! dun no how to sae laa but sectionals was real fun! (((: ! :DDDD ME'S CRAZY! i wanna go section outing! so cool! i've neva been to section outing..unless u count the one for POP as one! haha so cool! duh!~]] im really crazy todae! debn combine...mr ong damn lame laa!1 cant stand him!] so old alr still wan to act young and joke with us! CHEY! find him so lame lorr! ....DOTS! ok went to sign up for another eng tuition! thot my tuition life was gonna end! yipee! but my pa went to sign mee up! duh!~ its likr riding outof the storm...YEAH! but get struck by the LAST bolt of lightning! haiz... oh nvm...this tuition centre was founded my our former pricipal! - forced smile! and heard there will be lots of st nicky gals.. so was kinda pleased.. BUT I MISS MY BRITISH COUNCIL FRENDS! thou i dun really like tem... they're a fun and enthu load of friends laa ..(: was glad i know em! -huggs them all! went to marche to eat! i came p with a real stupid conclusion.. marche cost yanzhu's leg and arm! so so so so so so damn ex!! we went in was like "whoa!'' so end up eaating stir fried veg!bread! mushroom soup! this very long cheese sausage[tht was great!] chicken teppen!potato!icecream!RICE!duh!~ somemore the food there werent very delicious...den cost so much! see laa my jeans got a hole le laa! nv will i wan to go there again lor! -sniff sniff ok den went to citylink! bbought this pink 37 degrees bag for my b'dae! so nice! nver hae i bought such an ex bag lei! my ex-est bag i bought is onli $30? but i think my pa a bit xin tong! as u see shhh! HE VERY STINGY ONE! SHHH! dun tell anyone arh! heheh den mama bought clothes total - $71++ perfume total - $40++ hiaz... hahah cannot learn from her arh! my pa was sitting at the side pretendin he saw nothing haha was laughing like siao! nvm! very happy! oh yar saw this shop tht sells a lot of nice nice diaries and notebooks and cards! at city link! was yearning to buy the whole shop down man! haah i buying my christmas cards there for friends! yeah! see la i so nice! whoever is my friend so fortunate! haiz... haha so ego! duh!~ but i think im really nice at times! :b! ok nvm to prevent u guys from puking...i shall stop! k bb

2004-12-02T06:55:00.000-08:00

duh!~ so pissed off todae~ cant express it here on the blog laa! maybe can try to share it with j8.. i think we somehow share the same views of some stuff! hehe! jus...CANT STAND IT NO LONGER! i feel like a volcanoe on the verge of erupting!~ find her so damn the fake! every dae the sight of her marks the startiing of an angry,fuming, ..wadeva! day! I FEEL LIKE KILLING PPL!! -roll eyes! she totally suck! jus cant stand it! DUN ASK MEE TO SIT! feeel like crying lor!!! VERY DEPRSSED ONE LEI! dunno who to expreess to lor! tell j2 she wont wan to listen! tell j3 she blur blur one! tell j1 haiz... ttotally cant find a chance to sit and tok! tell jasbrrys, they wont know hu is she! ....haiz..i will die one day from all de surpressing of my anger and hatred and frustrations! NO ONE IN THIS WORLD UNDERSTANDS ME THE MOST! not even my pa or ma! onli MEE! MEE! myself... understands yanzhu! maybe MAYBE j8 MIGHT understand mee.. nvmm! comin online and blog or chat or read blog might be the best way to calm me down! finne! went to dentist todae! duh!~ bad as usual.. who would enjoy goin to a dentist rite? I KNOW! perverts do! sorri! i mean no offense! jus a little boiling to dae! k! dumb dentist! stuff my mouth with o many cottons! and put this ong tube with weird sound and mini water splattering round my mouth! it really feels gross man! i think ppl wearing braces wld understand! k! shes a weird dentist thou! stretch my mouth like rubberband like that i really wonder wad if i become a second donald duck. a singapore edition one thou! hah! den she asked" oh gal does it hurt? all the stuff making ur mouth uncomfortable?" i was likegiving her de DE face and nodding my head profusely and she said " haha dear you have no choice!" O_0! i was like so...WHATEVER! isnt the same if she jus keep her mouth shut? weird woman! todae's a terrible nite! she went to pull out all the old brackets and that really hurts! its lke pulling ur teeth without numbing it k gtg now

2004-11-24T01:13:00.000-08:00

hi...jus came back from band camp.. YAWN! so tired..the camp was ok but the best part was that the ppl were so much friendly-er then the june one..we're able to like talk not lyk the june one everyone jus stand there and follow de leader and jus keep quiet..haha now i knw how much fun it is to mix around.. water games rocks! i think thats the bst part of the camp! i was so drenched from top to toe! blah! the food there was quite good but didnt have the appetite to eat..for dinner i onli ate de sausage and a few soup of rice! so farnee..in order to not waste food, i went to feed de spongebob pic which huishian gave me... the sec twos thot i was crazy and said i got fever.. oh den maybeline came she is so farnee and friendly.. she just talk to me as if we very close like that.."hello wads your name? i want you to be my 20th wife!) so cute! i was laughing lyk siao?! den when we left for the sing song thingy, she was like hugging me.. at the forum she went round hugging any sec 1 she see..so weird and brave.. :D so cute but the spongebob is SO DAMN CUTE! haha lyk me! jokin bet u're puking now.. den...(skip swearing in) :( ok night trail! syarah and yihui say the trail say dao like very scary lyk that lor.. like something would happen..me and sushuen was like so scared..i didnt dare to lisetn to the story yihui was narrating.. was covering my ears through out that thing! nah..den we cont de trail... oh i like the walking up the stairs and the band room one.. so fun ... at de band room we were dso naughty! we went to off the radio cause xiao jia knew straight that it was recorded..so pro! den pearlyn guard de door and not allowing lirong to close it MUAHAHAHA so farnee den we went to switch on the lights (nah we were cheating, but who cares?) den xiao jia went to throw water bottle at every cupboard to see if shueli and shuxian is in side.. den instead of them scaring us, we scared shueli instead! she screamed when we threw de bottle at the cupboard she was hiding in.. MUA so farnee she was more of the funny side den the scary side..slept at 2 plus.. den i kept waking up and sleeping la...lights were n den jingwen they all playing so noisy! ai yo hahah den i woke up i saw this black colored gal i was like bending over to see who is it? it was gloria! i was kinda shock that she would play with them! hahah den me and jingwen woke up at 6 am nad went out.. i was like WHOA! so many ppl were sleeping outside! ok nvm...was kind of the amused.. ok never dun wan to cont le..

2004-11-20T07:13:00.000-08:00

double happiness + single frustration = single happiness (the me of todae) Is it logical? i dunno? jus thot of it when i tried to reflect on wad happened todae.. which is..u know read the equation! yar. Damn sick! jus cant ta han anymore le! so act, so gross, she jus thinks tht she is cute and very 'attractive', so DUH!... mei hou suo!! the way she laugh is totally SO FAKE!! so pissed! every brand new day starts wonderfulLY yea with the early morning breeze tht greets me, blowing across my face, the fresh air ( i feel lyk im writing a compo) ..BUT TURNED bad so irritating! spoiling my wonderful day almost every day! gr... speaking of her REALLY makes me boil!! Change topic! band was kinda wonderful todae.. me and vanny thot ms sia came the day would be horrible terrible vegetable haha.. :) maybe she is in a exceptionally good mood... hahaha she even said horns got improvement! Yepp! but there one thing i really dread! my whole section is able to plaay the high notes till G but i still stuck at E? u know those kind of feelings? its like so extra lyk maybe one day the whole sect played smthing so nice, but i spoil the whole thing by playing the wrong pitch? den the whole sect got scolded and worst till, THE WHOLE BAND GET IMPLICATED!! i would feel so zi bei and sad and scared and i dunno? but i know the feeling would be damn bad! den the consequences is bu kan she xiang ...i really wont wan to know wad would happen jus know the hou guo would be bad! den the sect would discriminate me, leave me aside, and roll eyes at me? i duuno? den the whole band kick me out.. den i will commit suicide... either by eating poison or jump off the building... hiaz... really cant imagine tht scene.. i will cry till i drop! ....

2004-11-19T06:43:00.000-08:00

duh.. so long never update le.. act wanted to but everytime lan de connect to internet! haha have been in quite a bad mood nowadays.. jus dunno y? btw..PEITING I NOT FARNEE K! muahah weird lil gal she is.. haiz...ya got back my results todae.. was kinda..dunno? happy but sad at the same time? cos i calculated 68 but i got 69 so happy? but on the other hand.. was sad tht IM SO STUPID! got onli 69? my goodie goodie friends lyk peiting and jieying frm my pri sch got so high..one got 6th in class and the otehr 3rd respectively?? im not jealous..i know my limits..i can never exceed them..ITS TOTALLY IMPOSSIBLE. but its just u noe i feel sort of inferior..to them! u guys may consider it as jealous..i dunno? up to you.. anw.. they are so clever! ahahaahah but come to think of it, i kinda proud to have such clever friends by my side :D they can help me with mie studies? ya help me improve? hehehe thanx u guys! -huggs ok now bout me.. had to face the beautiful music of my mom jus now when my pa came back? ya wads de prob wif them? y do they lyk to compare me with ppl lyk the top ppls of the level or class? wo gen ta men jian zhi is tian yuan zhi bie! lyk i said..ITS TOTALLY IMPOSSIBLE and i know my limits! gr.. i have already reach my submit?! wad more do they wan from me? duh! so frustrated tht i dun even know wad am i toking bout.. GR!! now i feel lyk im totally studying for my parents' sake? forget it...im on fire..

2004-11-02T06:21:00.000-08:00

Gr...!so pissed off today! actually was quite in a good mood in the morning one... cause can go out of my house mar... betta den stay at home doing nothing! when to school started off quite well... duh duh duh... went macs...yupp saw thhe twos... oh ya! xinru damn funny..hahah so kiddy... open umbrella so got style one! haha ......[ dots] nvm heheh ok fine im crazy.. den saw HER she so damn act lor! so act cute act so ti tie in front of ........... dun wan to say den almost the whole day spending time with................. wad eva oops i say too much le leak out too much info' le forget it... cont! den act like so....wad la!!! cant stand it lor really kan le hen bu shun yan lei ....she so damn fake lor in front of them lyk totally tian yuan zhi bie la SHE SPOILT MY WHOLE NICE DAY! dun tok bout her le making me more and more pissed off! i qi bao le cant eat supper liao la... - grumble grumble-

2004-10-29T01:24:00.000-07:00

today last day of school.... so happy but sad.. had some wad ever ffamily dance competition.. so wu liao.... wdeva la we did not win... hahaha den our whole classss had some heart to heart talk it was so sad and heart aching k!! we sang a song for the class..almost cried while singing but tried to control den later i sat down saw so many ppl cried.... cant ren le so i jus broke down... haiz..... cant stp crying la wangling thy all say the things all so touching... den cant stop but keep crying. den later we prayed one by one..... really so ssad k!! some yi bian suo yi bian ku... realy cant stand it got influeneced den i jus cried tos... but i was truly really verry sad and bu she de to leave them lo ...they are my first batch of friends in SNGS... and we are all so bonded and close thou we oftn disagrees with each other and have conflicts.....our class really rocks.. really dun wanna leave our purty!! they left me with so much nice and wonderful memoriees.. our classs really rocks!! PURITY I LOVE YOU!!!!! - muaks and huggs!!!

2004-10-28T03:39:00.000-07:00

hahah very long neva update le... today dunno why to dae got the mood to update..aha so fun lei to dae!!!! the whole day...TEACHER FREE hahah....so cool everyone in class was like laughing, screaming and "gambling".. isnt it wonderful? haha i love my class!!!! so lively and enthu.. but hate it cause they cant cooperate to do tings and discuss stuff... so lousy....hey i mean no offense! jus not very happy with the way my class do stuff... oh forget it one more day and well SEPERATE! thou i not very happy with my class but still quite sad to part with them.... think tht they r the best class in the whole level... oops.. haha i think its true la. DUN U THINK SO PURITIANS??? haha gna haf class party and class gathering.. so cool mus treasure our time tmrw... last day le k.... den tok bout BAND heehhehehe (: oh had SPRING CLEANING hahah no playing of instru..not bad l aaat least wun get scolded by ms sia... hahahah actually i had enjoyed cleaning up and washing ou rgroosss HORNS!!!! realise tht its so dirtgy and disgusting in our horns 'tubes' ... hahah den hor our old horns really stinks lor ewww..... daads the onli thing i hate bout todae hahah oh washe our slides .. AND ITS ALGAE--FULL!!!!!! yuks!!!!! can u imagine we had been playing the dirty horns with algae inside for like maybe a year!!!! oh god!!!! haahahah we were some sort of playing with the green water hahahah got splashed when washing and we wer shrieking all away....jus because a few drop of wter fell on us....hahaha really had a fun time eh.... first time see jael so funny and so relaxed and yar... usually she look so firece and strict.... hahah nvm wadeva la...... lurve band loads!!!!! kk bye bye le!!!

2004-10-24T14:39:00.000-07:00

another bad day... really had enough of such life everyday got yuan wang by tht parents of mine in fact they always vent their anger on me la stupid la im not their chu qi tong lor .....then when its my tht nuisance brother's fault tht parenats of mine scolded me instead im sick and tired of such lives.... hate it everyday want me do house work like i got nothing to do like tht den when i forget they will nag nag nag nag say erm "you dont do now next time you get married den cant do theese cant to that later divorce " really hate it la see until like i know NOTHING bout doinh house work at least im beetter den ppl who d un even do at all or maybe dun een know how to do!!!!! wad the hell la really hate going home!!!! gr......

wad a day//

2004-10-23T07:26:00.000-07:00

hi everyone jus made another new bloggy the other one not nice so ya..jus make for fun see how it turns out k bye le wana go